A strange case

I want to kill myself 

Just like in the scene of Juliet 

She thought her lover died 

So she kills herself too 

I am dressed in white 

Feel like to be those angels 

Where my dead body is lying beside the sea

And my soul is flying like free bee 

I don't know why 

Whenever I see rain 

I started to feel the Pain

The pain which never dies 

but grows more

And stay more longer

Than I thought it would be

I know it is insane 

but again I feel the craziness in me again 

I wanted to die

A wish should be come true 

But no my family needs me 

For them I am surviving 

I don't want to be blame for 

Is there any way to kill myself

An accident will do?

Wouldn't it?

Just want to burn in fire

Hell with my life to die here

It is like I want to scream aloud

But no voice is echoing here

I feel I am muted forever here

It is insane

Strangness in me 

Awaking me up 

Still hoping for death to come near

No I don't want pain 

But still burning in it 

I know this ain't the right 

But Guys I am tired of my life

There is so much things about me 

That I am bounded to say 

I don't know 

But this illness has been following me like a shadow 

I still want to die 

Please let me 

Oh God !

Written today (01.04.11)