Dear fans

I am in the middle of nowhere
This is an important note for you all
I am sorry There is some strange acts happening here
And I AM REALLY one of my page has been HACKED
I am so doubtful
That oneday this will be hacked too
So for your info
If Pari doesnt write a moment or ...if She doesnt Wright anything like for 1 month or 2
just think that SOMEONE HAS TRIED TO HACK THIS
AND BEFORE TO BE NOTED
THIS BLOG WILL BE DLTED B4 ..i am sorry but for your concern thx for ur liking ma poems....


Pari Ali ..
The owner of this blog

A close death

It happened again 

I feel so scared 

Tears falling 

I didnt know what was it 

It was just a nightmare 

Which I was the one who appeared....

Here is the dream begun 

I was the girl whom I was seeing from my point of view 

I saw couples - making love

It wasn't a ship 

It was a red train 

Not usual train 

But strange it drives automatically

Just like the Magic School Bus

Later on I see a girl sleeping

Who is she I don't know 

What she is doing i don't know

But i could see her as if she is afraid 

She doesn't have any duvet 

It was cold really cold

I could feel her trembling

I didnt want to wake up her

But sounds like as if she was to wake up

She looked so scared

The couples were totally above 

They were making love 

She totally hide herself in a closet 

I wished I could come to her

The guy was about to get something 

Something made him saw the girl 

And he asked who you are

She begged for to stay cuz she was an orphan

But the guy said where did you come?

He has booked this train for his girlfriend

The girl was terrified

The guy said that she can stay 

But only in store room

...

Later I see her the struggling of her life

How she stayed in store room 

Alone not saying a word

Without any word

Later on I see floods 

on the roads 

Suddenly water came inside the train 

It was so raining outside that it had flooded everywhere

The guy took the girl outside 

That she should go away 

The girlfriend was in doubt cuz of his behaviour

The girlfriend knew she saw the girl 

So she and the girl was face to face

They were on the edge of cliff 

Where down you can see the sea

They were in a big arguments 

That the girlfriend threaten her to kill her

But the girlfriend made her fly the sky 

And she sunk down the cliff 

She flew and flew that I heard the splash 

She had difficulty to swim 

I could see her bubles and she slowly sank down 

The sea was her emney 

I saw her sunk down 

The girlfriend was shocked 

She didn't want to this to happen 

But in end she said that who cared 

I saw the girl's struggling 

I saw her 

I couldn't do anything 

Nor to the girl nor to girlfriend 

I knew I was invisble to them 

I wish I could make the girlfriend fall like that 

The train or the guy i didn't knew about them

All i saw the rescuers came and helped to take the dead body 

She was dead 

And I coudn't be there

I stand in and cried 

so much that I knew how is a close death 

She was my friend 

She died in front of me 

I couldn't rescued her...

...

I think this sign was from ALLAH (THE GREATEST OF ALMIGHTY)

Teaching me if i die or kill myself 

How would my parents survive 

How my friends will struggle themselves 

Of curz Someone will cry for me too 

I am sure whether she is

She will be in JANNAT 

Even I know it was just a dream

But it touched me 

Alot ...

My heart was beating alot ...

Written today (17.10.11)

The Poeter

Her name is Pari

Always in pain

She becomes insane

She is Pari

The unspoken Angel

With having all the memories in her life as rapped paper

Covered like blanket

Masked her face with fake appearence

Trying to tell you guys of her real identity is

She is nothing but a sick patient

Which she always have to admit herself

All her shoulders are put into pressure

She loves pain

And get sick and tired of them too

She just want sink down the sea

Find some new things

Explore the underground water

She loves to dive under the sea

She loves to put her hand on the sand

Holding a starfish

Feeling close to the sea

It is her best friend

But when she arises up again

She see no life meaning


She wish to be killed by someone's hand


Maybe her love or loved ones


She wished to die for once at least


For who she is doing this


For herself....


There is some reason behind it


But this she can't be assure to tell someone about this


She is already told you a story


So don't expect from her


She is the one who has opened one eye and see it all


But she still knows there is more to look from her both eyes


&


Discover what is life and what she wants from life ...


ONLY GOD CAN RESCUE HER FROM CRAZY THOUGHTS ....


Written today

14.10.11

My smile hides my emotion

My smile hides my emotion

I always in caution

I always hide my face with piece of clothe

I always whine alot

There is no way to return back

Cuz burden of my sack

It burdens me with this face of lies

Just cutting a cake in slice

I am ought to be born to be in hurt

Even around me I am always in alert

Hear me teared apart from life

I can just take a knife

Cut my hand

It lies on the sand 

It tresures and burries my hand

It will always stay there bloody on land

I am ought to know whats good in my life

To be someones wife

I know What I suppose to do is to think

Not to let my life sink

In other words not to be in pain

Never let yourself insane

Run and wash in rain

Never let anyone put you in blame

I know about this life is short

So make into adjustment port

Try to understand the steps

Your life is like doorsteps

So make it work

unless you explode like a firework

Keep your time in limit

So that the more chances to be in greenlet

I know what you are gone through

But you should also know I am in blue

My smile hides my emotion

I always in caution

(Written today: 09.10.11)

Pari Ali

Icecream

The colors of icecream has many vareities

It has many layers depending on you 

How much you want 

Just like building your life into STEPS

Step 1: Who are you? What is the life?
Step 2: What are you seeking in your life? What is your goal?

Step 3: How are you going to manage it? Can you be successfull? Planning and ideas needed !

Step 4: Start to work hard - by working hard you will reach your destination 

Step 5: Mission Completed 

You will meet many different taste and different positions in your life

It is just a new fresh feeling 

You love icecream just to give a taste 

Any flavours will build your life 

It is just a new way of thinking 

How an icecream can be so tasty and how can it be so useful in your life

Think about the steps which I have mentioned 

It is just a thought not a poem 

It just a way of writing things of describing 

The things you learnt at school  or in your social life

It is just the way of your brain thinks 

And what your heart actually wants 

The dream of your life 

The icecream is just a fresh feeling to taste upon on....

:)

Eat icecream :) In a good time :) in a good place :)

(Written today: 08.10.11)

Autumn

Autumn has its own color 

The difference of the season 

Just another flavor

It gives you a strong fresh mint 

To taste upon the society of life

Autumn is just a beginning to be cold

It is just rounding up the summer

To tell you the difference of summer and autmn 

A great to taste in your life

It follows you with the yellow green and red leaves 

Which May lead you either to traffic lights

Where red is danger or it could it be love

Yellow your happiness or doubt 

Green is a good signal for your life 

It may mean peace or successful

We all think different 

But some may end up same 

We have different choices

Of clothes, accessories, culture, religion, shoes

Basically anything 

Autumn is just a nice word to say 

In a bright future of your life

Just to think about the colors 

That makes your life whitened up

Not blackend where you see only darkness

It might be the winter... 

Just a feeling to give you what is Autumn all about 

The next season I will write about is Winter :)

(Written today: 08.10.11)

Sometimes

Sometimes It hurts a little 

To be ignore by someone

Whom You love...

Sometimes It's annoyed to be in Pain 

And letting the tears fall down 

Again & Again...

Sometimes We can't get those 

Whom We love 

Maybe It is just our fate...

Sometimes We just have to give them time

To think about the future 

About US

It is just Love hurts 

Just that we can't control it

We fear that we can handle 

But i guess we just don't have the energy

To control our feelings for whom We love...

(Written today: 01.10.11)