silence from poeter's heart

Silence in grief 

You will hear her in brief

Always tragedy around her

That there is nothing but a blur

Silence in weep

Tears she always let it keep

Rolling drown on her cheeks

She let it always leaks

Silence in death

She has difficulty in holding her breath

Her heart is stoned 

That she always moaned

Silence in fever

The illness is getting to liver

The symptoms of death

Will takes hers breath

Away from her life

Which She can't never be told to be a man's wife

Silence in quiteness

Nothing in brightness

She lies there widout any hope

Everytime she sob

Silence from a poeter's heart

Can you really understand her core of her heart?

The tragedy she has inside of her heart

Can you feel the same pain as she has burried in her heart?

Written today (12.06.11)

Enemies this is for you

No one can change me
Nor My heart and thinking 
Cuz I was born to die 
And get too much pain in my nerves
It is crazy I am still alive 
When I should land in Hell
That is what my enemies want ...


Koi khush nai meri zindagi se ana se..
I have decided
I am gonna get lost from this world soon as possible ..
&
Don't worry my enemies that will be damn soon
Cuz Suicide needs strength 
And You know what I have strength 
Even My fucking heart is damn so weak 
But Meh kise se nai dar the .....!!!


Even Your damn words pinches me 
Ab toh teri baatien asar nai kare ge 
Dil meh jo padhar rakh diya na
Islee mehsoos kuch nai ho gaya 
Kuch farak nai par tha 
Neither you should care 
Even if I die or not 
Apne Kaam se matlab karo 
Aur Nayed Bhe sahi Karo 


ALLAH IS WATCHING OVER YOU ..!!


Written today (09.06.11)

Advices today (09.06.11)

Woh friends kisko kehta hai
Jo khayal nai karte hai ..
Don't let your friends go 
If they are in problem 
Then help them
If they want to be alone sometime
Then let them go...


Don't show off your love
If you love someone
Then love from them inside
Cuz Outside If you upload your status and start on showing off
That is not called love but showing off ....!!


written today (09.06.11)

Thoughts...

Thoughts from yesterday (08.06.11)


There is no one in this earth 
Can understand my fuxing feelings
Nor respect me 
i deserve hell 
I know I am going through Hell ...



There is more to Life
Lekin mehna zindagi dekh chu ke hun 
Haan mehna bohat seha kar chu ke hun dard KO 
aB AUR nai ....
Zindagi se chale ge jao ge ....
Aankhien naami hai meri 
dard hai mujhe 
Ehsaas hai 
I do care fr you 
but keep on hating me 
I am alone now...

ALLAH IS WITH ME IN EVERY DECISION
I don't need your sympathy !

GOOD BYE ...


GOODBYE TO YOU ALL
&
I MEAN IT YOU WILL BE A SUCCESSFULL
MERI FUTURE ALREADY DESTROYED HOGE
I AM DEAD SOUL
NO HEART
BRAINLESS
HEART STONED
YES I AM DAMN LITTERLY WEAK
YES I HAVE THIS FUXING MIND
WHICH ONLY TALKS SHIT
SO KINDLY LEAVE ME ALL ALONE...
THANK YOU ...

I am already in Hell

Dil toh nai lagda idher rehne ke leye 

Bus kya kare akele tanha hai hum 

Bus yeh tanha hai duniya 

Koi nai chata is meh rehe 

Meh kya socho Apne zindagi 

Kiske ke leye jee re hun 

Akelepan sirf yahan...

Kisko kuch nai farak parh tha hai

Jab kiske zuroorat hote 

Woh hote bhe nai

Ab sirf dil toh karta hai 

Apne dard kahen samundar meh paankh doo 

Yeh dard mujhe aur nai seha sakthe 

Meh yeh booj nai pakre sakthe 

I just can't be anymore

Ab toh lagda hai I have stand my own foot 

I don't need to be dependant on others 

Bus apne zindagi se ise tarah dard ke saath geo 

Aur Akele meh sab kuch kaam karo

I am stupid to help people with their problems

I know in real life sirf sab ego hote hai 

Aise log nai ke woh sab ke care kare 

Sirf Meh hoon aise 

Sab ke care kare 

Had se bhe zayada

Cuz I have forgot to care about me 

&

That is fact 

I have destroyed my life already 

Bohat ke life meh hisa ban ge 

Ab Aur Nai 

I want to run away from this shit 

I want to run away from you 

Just the fucking reality I have 

I want to run away from you and from the bitter truth

Mujhe is chain se bahar nikalo 

Nai rehna jao ge is kamre band kar ke 

I want to get lost from your life and my own life

I just want to be in the other world 

Called WELCOME TO HELL ...

Cuz yeh sab ke bedua lagda hai mujhe 

Koi mujshe khush nai hai ..

Koi bhe nai...

I know I deserve to be in Hell ..

I do....

Islee Alvida kaha re hun ...

Bye 

Tc 

Be happy always

ALLAH HAFIZ 

Written today (08.06.11)

I am close to death

Again nightmare 
I was scared again 
Feel to get myself hide somewhere
I don't know who how 
But there is someone 
He was the man
Who wanted to get me killed 
I was hiding even in car I had to bend down 
I don't know whom am I hiding for 
I used not be scared that much 
The man treathened me 
That he will shoot me my heart
When I just came out from  car
I walked and walked 
Then suddenly I remembered myself 
As I am in danger 
I could hear someone on the trigger 
There The bullet went through my back
I felt light pain 
But then
I felt downwards
I saw tears in my eyes 
I was no longer 
But at in hospital 
An emergency case
I closed my eyes
I saw nothing but fade into white....


Here I could say I am near to death ...
yeh sach hai ke meh dar the nai hun 
But haan kahen dil meh ek khawish 
Marne se pehle kuch acha kaam karna chaho ge 
Ise tarah log ke help karun ge
Badal meh mujhe kuch ya naa kuch mila
Bus dua hai aap sab log se jahan aap log ho
Khush rehe aur hamesha apne naam rohsan kare 
Mehna jo galti ke hai woh kar chu ke hun 
Aur dobara nai hoge ....
Lekin usko meh sudar bhe nai sakthe 
Its too late 
I am in middle of something ....
I have to help people 
As A muslim hote bhe yeh kaam hai meri bus ..
I am here for you always 
Chahe meh mar bhe ge ...
Then remember me from your memories
I am like invisble shadow to you all 
And Intentionally I hurted you guys 
Please forgive me 
I get too angry so I get too emotional ...
But try to understand me what Pain I am going through
Be in my shoe, you will know what I am talking about 
I am not those jo andar se kuch aur bahar se kuch aur
Jo hun meh seeda sadi larki aur moun per kaha de hun 
If I have a problem with you, I do clear it 
I am not like others who doesnt....
Bus haqeeqat jo hai wohi bata de hun...
Jhoot meh khud nai pasand karte 
But jo hai log dil meh aur dimaq meh 
Meh ache tarah jaante hun ...


Well Hun toh Meh Pari ..
Sab ke leye Pari ban chu ke hun...


Written today 08.06.11

Impossible to understand me

I am impossible to  understand 

But Easy to Read

I think of darkness 

I am a nightmare 

You never want to be with

Times goes on 

And As much my breath will go on 

But Oneday it will be struck 

That day you won't see me here....

More to know me 

Try to understand me 

What I am going through...

http://pari.ali.blogspot.com/

New twist

Kuch baatien khas hote hai 

Kuch baatien kuch mehna nai rakh de hai

Hum toh sirf teri baatien ko sirf interest hai 

Kuch aise hai alfaz kahe nai jate 

Bus usko dil se mehsoos kar sakthe ho tum

I love you the way you are

I love you the way who you are 

Bus ek bar mil jao tum 

Toh pure Qayanaat 

Hum Aapse He Pyar Kare Gaya

Pari Ali 

Is back .....

With New twist of her life....

Stay tune on : http://pari-ali.blogspot.com/

Finding happiness

Finding Happiness 

Who am I wat do I want Who Do I love 

And what is the point I am still alive for....

Read me 

Understand me 

Try me 

Comment me 

http://pari-ali.blogspot.com

Written today (05.06.11)

How to define Hapiness?

Hapiness is like what you love to show

You never feel low

Happiness is like what you want in your everyday life

You wouldn't need any knife 

Happiness is like what you see in your eyes

You become more wise 

Happiness is like what you feel good

You wouldn't be any mood

Happiness is yellow

You will never feel shallow

Happiness is like what you have smile on your face

You don't have to look it for it as it chase 

Written today (05.06.11)

I am a fake girl

Ek True Bande..

Jisko Life pehle samaj aaye gaya 

Jisko Aise Zindagi see Jee re hai 

Shayad Ek din marne ko yaad bhe pasand Kar the hai....

Ek Aise True Bande 

Jo Tumhe Aise Kabhe Nai Mili.....

A girl whom you want to be friends for 

I am not here to make timepassing ppl friends sorry 

I do believe in social networking 

But I also want you to take me real

As if this is fact about me

I hate fake, liars, players and flirters....

So you better stay away from me !!!

Aaya hai sirf apne purani dost ke leye 

Naya Bande ke leye chale gaya 

Lekin if you really want to know me

Cuz I don't trust ppl that much as I did before !!

I HAVE HELL ALOT ATTITUDE 

My mum always says: "Treat the ppl the way they do to you !"

You will find me some changes those who are in touch with me !

But I have always keep changing for people 

But now it is time for me that the people should change 

Not me and my Attitude

If you can't live with it 

Then Leave me obviously 

Like I will regret anything from your side

Told you You can't handle me and my Attitude problem lol

A girl who is still seeking her desires 

Giving her time self 

What is she doing and who is she living for ....

Kehta hai log Khushi se jee kar maro ....

Haan yehi kare hun 

Ek smile sab ke leye 

Jo mujhe zinda dekhna chate hai ....

Lekin haqeeqat hai ke meri paas dukhi atmaa hai.....

But jo bhe hai milna kisko meri naseeb meh tha 

Chahe mujhe bure log kyun naa mile

Meh toh har bar soch the hun ek din mehna chale jana hai 

Jaise meh unko badal dey sakthe 

Un ke marzi hai jaise woh treat  kare bande ko 

I know you guys thinking why now ....

Bus samajlo Pari is fake ok ....

Ek Fake hai ke shayad tum soch re ho aise kyun kaha re wakre...

Meh jo kaha re hun woh theek kaha re hun 

Kisne meri orkaat dekha diya hai 

Ke waqi ek fake atmaa hun 

Mera kiske wada tor lete hun 

Aur expectations bhe tor lete hun ...

Mehna jo bhe kaha sab jhoot hai ...

Dukhi atmaa meh woh aur yeh 

Bus jhoot samajlo 

Aur mujhe hamesha se chor do ....

ALLAH HAFIZ 

tc BYE

Written today (03.06.11)