Broken Angel

Broken Angel 

Broken Heart 

Broken Dreams

and Death to be welcome soon 

I hope this ain't true 

But reality is I am going to die soon

You guys are thinking 

Right not a again 

Or what you guys thinking right she is overeacting that kinda shit 

Well As matter a fact this is true

I am not to kill myself

My death is near 

So let the death take my soul away 

My health is bad so I am going to die 

I can't tell you what I am going through 

But more than Pain

It is 

Some people just walks away from my life

Without knowing who am I in real 

I am not an Angel 

Nor I am a helper

I am bad girl

So I guess I deserve death more in brutal way 

You guys shouldn't be sorry 

Don't be I don't deserve anyone nor their Love

I am sorry If I have ever hurted you 

But the truth is if I have hurted you 

There is a reason behind 

You will know this after Reading 

I can't hurt my friends 

Nor my family 

I know I am already hurting them by lying to them 

That I am alright

Truth is I am not okay 

Not as if I have never been okay ..

Bus Koi toh samjha ....

Written today (maybe last breath or maybe last today 30.04.11)