The accident?

I was running away from the accident

I had no mind 

I was shocked !

In my eyes I saw everything 

I saw the car 

I know the guy 

The guy had black leather jacket 

He was handsome 

I saw getting in the car

He drive very fast 

I could see he was following me 

I could see he was interested in me

He drove away...

It was night time

I was walking through the street

Quiet and cold street it was

It was winter 

I walked and walked

There was this small street

I saw the car driven fastly 

I see it leaving the oil

I followed the car

And

I saw that cold night turned to thunder

I saw from my own eyes

That the car was wrecked  

Heard his voice 

Heard his pain 

Screaming 

I left him all alone

I turned my direction 

And my foot started to run 

I run away from the reality 

I run away 

Cuz I knew he won't survive

I don't want to be the reason...

I had the camera in one hand

 I saw people running towards him

I was hopeless and started to run away from the reality 

I didn't know what to do 

How to explain 

Cuz I coudn't 

I couldn't tell that will he be able to survive

In that wrecked car 

He was bleeding 

I have recorded everything

I see nothing in my hand

I was nothing

I run so much

From the reality 

From the accident

From him

Cuz no one knew what does he mean to me...

He widowed me already 

He was my fiance 

I couldn't tolerate it anymore

No tears fall from me

Nothing 

Just had a fear 

I lost everything 

My strength 

Everything...

I was send here to see him

I saw him with my own eyes

But Now I see blank

White

Everything seem so blurred....

Don't think this is a real story 

or whatever you think 

But this is the reality 

some people die who deserves to 

Some doesn't 

But this was the horrible dream ever 

I will say it was my nightmare

I don't know what does it mean

But no nightmares can be worse than that....

A tragedy 

My bed soaked when I woke up

I could feel my eyes were wet...

Still when I was writing 

I had a fear

Fear to loose someone again

You feel the pain 

The pain is inside me

Oneday you will know me...

Written today (20.04.11)