Stay with me (Pari + Ali = Forever)

Stay with me 

like I was never aapart from you 

You made me walked away your life

But not from my heart ♥

I will still always love you 

I thought I could forget you 

But No I can't forget you 

Cuz You always lie in my heart 

Always 

Even you have left me alone 

I will always love you

Pari and Ali Together...always ♥

W r i t t e n  b y 

Broken Angel

Broken Angel 

Broken Heart 

Broken Dreams

and Death to be welcome soon 

I hope this ain't true 

But reality is I am going to die soon

You guys are thinking 

Right not a again 

Or what you guys thinking right she is overeacting that kinda shit 

Well As matter a fact this is true

I am not to kill myself

My death is near 

So let the death take my soul away 

My health is bad so I am going to die 

I can't tell you what I am going through 

But more than Pain

It is 

Some people just walks away from my life

Without knowing who am I in real 

I am not an Angel 

Nor I am a helper

I am bad girl

So I guess I deserve death more in brutal way 

You guys shouldn't be sorry 

Don't be I don't deserve anyone nor their Love

I am sorry If I have ever hurted you 

But the truth is if I have hurted you 

There is a reason behind 

You will know this after Reading 

I can't hurt my friends 

Nor my family 

I know I am already hurting them by lying to them 

That I am alright

Truth is I am not okay 

Not as if I have never been okay ..

Bus Koi toh samjha ....

Written today (maybe last breath or maybe last today 30.04.11)

Broken Dreams

Sapno bhe tooth gaya ab 

Sab kuch khatam hogaya hai

Yeh phool mujhe bata re hai 

Zindagi bohat uljan meh hai 

Aise zindagi meh kaise geo 

Kitni log ne hume bohat takleef diya hai

Hum soch the hai ke shayad hume he burai hai ...

Hum sab ko kho jate hai 

Sab chor jate hai humko 

Lekin shayad hume kami reha gaya hai 

Ke aise log ko mile jo humari kismat he hai ...

Bus pyar nai paaye hum 

Yeh uljaane bohat hai 

Magar har nai mane mehna 

Lekin meri jism har man chuka hai 

Dil tooth kar bigar gaya 

Ab kya samajho dil ko 

aur Aapne aapko 

Yeh kahun ge ek din jo aap log pyar karo ge 

Aaap ek din convert karlo gaya nafrat se..

Kya bataoa kitni jhoot bola tha mehna aap sab ko 

Ab yeh saza he mil re hai mujhe

Yeh kaho ge waqt nai hai meri paas 

Ya phr yeh kahun ke meh marne wali hoon ...

Kon yakeen kare gaya ab is alfaz ko

Bus ek space chor doo ge ...

Ya phr dua he kar lena meri mout ke leye jaldi ana ke leye....

Written today (30.04.11)

Silent death

Mout bhe aakar ley meri ro 

Chahe ke bhe Mujhe mout bhe abhe dey do 

Is zindagi Pyar ke bina kya jeena hai 

Yeh ab duniya kaise hawa chal re hai 

Aise Taufaan chale re hai 

Ke koi bata mujhe 

Aise duniya meh buri log kyun rehte hai

Bus koi toh meri dil ke baat samjha....

Geet suna re hai woh...

Yeh ke ab itna waqt nai meri paas

Jaise yeh geet rukhe ge

Aise meri zindagi ruk ge meri 

Mout aise aaye ge meri paas...

Written today (30.04.11)

♥ I am one of the diamond ♥

Kill me if you dare

Love me if you can 

Hate me if you want to 

But one thing 

Never forget me 

Even its impossible for you 

I am a diamond

So I am much more valuable ♥

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(29.04.11)

NO MORE...

For friends I can do anything 

I can give them the care they want 

The need the choice of their gifts

I have given them everything 

But it is just most of them has break my heart

I felt like to explode

Like to kill myself...

It is just some misunderstandings I loose them 

Even today I don't get why what they have problem 

Why is it my laff ? 

Is it my talk ? 

I mean If I talk too much ? 

If I laugh all time 

That is my nature

Bubbly that is me 

But sometimes I feel so alone 

That people start to break me down 

Just feel that It is my heart has stoned itself...

It feels so down so much people have hurted me alot 

They spread rumours about me 

They are jealous

I don't get why people react like this 

Can't there be found any perfect friend for me?

I mean there is so few people that are like can give their life for you

But very many of them can misunderstand you create doubts and make you fall into well

It is just that I am tired of explaining the truth about me 

The truth .....

It is just that some hatred people just have to insult you in front of alls 

It is just that they want to take advantage 

It is just that they can't understand you 

The main fucking reason is to understand someone 

AS LONG YOU WISH TO 

I mean why in earth doesn't people understand 

If they hide or lie..to you 

You can clear yours doubt 

Then ask for the truth 

Some people they leave you for small issues - i call that people as immature and childish...

But some people just don't get it....

Not about me

They don't know me that well 

What I think about

I never forget people who have hurted me

I never forget people who has decieved me

I never forget people who think I am looser

They just don't get it 

I don't have the actually attitude

But yeah I use it towards boys 

Cuz Boys have played so much part of my life

BOys are the main reason I get hurt 

Thanks for those who treated me like a doll

and THANKS FOR THOSE WHO HAS TREATED ME LIKE A DUSTBIN THANK YOU SO MUCH

I HOPE I DON'T SEE YOU GUYS IN MY FUTURE :xxxxx

you already have destroyed me not enuf.

These words must be hard on you 

but mean it.they have lied so much in my ..heart 

dat my heart has frozen ..

and I can't think abt nemore

I am tired of my life....

I just want to be alone ..busy...in my life.

I don't need anyone 

I want people to hate me ...

I want people to leave me 

I can make you leave me ..

EASY FIGHT WITH YOU ..

Only you can understand me

Only you want to understand me...

I tried to be nice ...and I have soft hearted..

Its just dat ....I like 2 spit on you guys 

Cuz you doesn't deserve me 

I know these words ache you alot

But believe me or not 

My fucking heart has so much burden now ..that now it wanna stop

I have also pain...

I am sorry i can't tell you anymore..

I can't take this anymore..

I hate to talk about myself..

I hate to care about me 

I am already destroyed 

My life has been used some random guys ..

And ..My future.is nothing but a pin ...

Nothing ...It is short 

I don't have much time

I have to die .....

Not cuz ov you loosers..

Not cuz ..cuz .I AM SO TIRED OF THIS FUCKING WORLD AND LIFE..WHERE THERE IS SO MANY ..CRUEL PEOPLE....

OH ALLAH MUJHE MOUT DY DOOOOOOOO..............

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME I WILL DIE SOOOOOOOOON 

I DON'T WANT TO DISTURB YOU ANYMORE.....

WRITTEN TODAY LAST MAYBE AGAR ZINDa BACHo ..(28.04.11)

Away*

No one actually care your existance

They make you bloody tense

No one care for the way you do

You can't even see who is true

They break your trust 

You don't have to but you must

Tell them you are in hurt

Everytime you should be alert

Nobody is perfect 

There is many conflicts

But be ready to solve them

You can at least solve them some...

Written today (27.04.11)

*Silent Tears*

Silent tears fall down 

You feel a breakdown

Silent tears make you feel heavy

It makes you carry

the burden you have in your heart

You feel to start

Again Again Again

To moan and groan

Silent tears make you paralysed 

You feel yourself prized

Heartbroken inside

You push yourself a side

Silent tears tears you apart

Unfolded you alot

It freezes you to death

So hard to breath

Silent tears fall down 

You feel a breakdown...

Written today (27.04.11)

♥ Red ♥

Red again 

Gonna Fly to you 

Love has arisen me 

The love I have for you is stronger than anything 

I am gonna come to you 

No matter how far you are 

I will be there for you 

The love is right here and right now 

I am feeling red again 

Cuz I am in love with you ♥

Written today (27.04.11)

Happiness ♥

Walking walking to my destiny 

I didn't know what path I took 

But I felt like I need to find my happiness 

My happiness was finding in you 

I walking on my bare feet 

I feel I have chosen the right

This time I feel a true angel 

I feel the love again in my feet 

Again I want to feel the happiness in my body 

It makes me shy when you smile to me

Every step I feel I am close to you 

I feel I am going to touch my destination 

Just a feeling for you 

A feeling for love has arisen me

I want to run to you 

I want to hug you 

I want to say those three magical words...

For How much I love you

Will you be mine for enternity 

Will you smile to me 

Those feelings I have for you ♥

Written today (27.04.11)

Pari - THE REAL DANGER GIRL

I am not like one of the loosers

Who can trash me into dustbin 

I am full of blood attitude 

Cuz once you see me 

You will be scared to talk to me 

Cuz I am danger girl

And I damn stoned heart

Cuz whatever you feel like loosers

But sure I won't let anyone of you 

Dare to abuse to me 

Dare to use me esp boys go and see your face

Don't dare to tell what I shouldn't do and that shit 

Cuz keep your suggests for yourself 

I can handle my own problems so stick that onto mind 

Loosers are you who thinks other are loosers

You can't hurt me anymore 

CUZ REMEMBER YOU WILL BE HURT....

ouch ...KAANTA LAGA THEN YOU DESERVE IT !!!

Written today (26.04.11)

Storm ....

It kills me inside 

when ppl dare to lie to me 

when ppl dare to throw me out ...

but you know what i dun care nemore.

nor at least im nah like u 

who use u ...nah like u who thinks im garbage huh

cuz babe i want 2 tell u who da hell am i in real 

if u have attitude keep dat urself cuz im here pari

rule 2 my own world not this time dy shud break ma fucking heart 

waise brday din meh kisne nai chora lekin kya karun

AB MEH WADA KARO GE ..MEH AB KISKO NAI CHORO GE ..

PHR SE MERA DIL TOOTHE FOR LOOSER KKE LEYE ...

I WOULD RATHER KILL HIM/HER OFF !!!

Written today (birthday date:25.04.11)

naa jaane ....

naa jaane kitni log ko mehna ab maaf karna hai ....

naa jaane kitni log ko kiske zindagi se bachana hai ....

ab aaj kya din hai mera ...

janam ke leye sab kuch yeh tension bhe chalta hai ....

kasam se taang aage 

aaj mera din nai tha ...

shayad kis aur din thaa yeh birthday ....

aaj din acha nai tha.....

sirf tension tension tha .....

Written today (My birthday date:25.04.11)

I was waiting for this

I was waiting for this day to come

The day has arrive 

I thought to share with you 

Cuz my birthday usually ends with unexpected things

This day was so special

Even I had break up with Ali 

Yeah sad ....

I cried on my birthday day 

But Now Let see what this day brings 

Cuz It has always bring me sadness

You guys thinking I will be having fun

But to be honest I will be crying...

Cuz I remember my memories

All those which I can't erase...

Yeah such a tragedy 

I know...

But don't worry 

Either you expect me as dead 

or never to be seen

If this day bring happiness 

Then sure I will be here alive 

But if not I WILL never come....

Written today (maybe last: dunno 24th april)