Blind inside

Feeling Blind inside and outside 

Forever hanged 

You left there bare naked

I am just not able to think about my life anymore

The only thing i think about 

Is death about mine

This is negative 

Very negative 

But sure this isn't me 

This is the person 

whom you paralysed 

That is Me

Deep down My heart Cries

The broken Heart 

You told me to burry sadness there

Don't cry 

But what have you done 

Made me sick and tired

I screamed and yelled

Telling myself 

You doesn't deserve me 

Talking me sweet 

And be nice to me 

Like nothing will ever happen 

But True to say 

You are the one 

Whom Blamed me for everything 

Which was not my fault 

Used me 

Like I am toy to you 

How did you bother yourself 

How did you think that I am your Key 

All you wanted to come here 

and used me as if i was a doll to you 

But sorry to say you are nothing like a cow

I hate you and your face

The smile you put on your face 

Is something behind it 

What you actually are

A cheater

A flirter 

A lier 

A deciever 

You told me that I won't decieve you 

But Have you done 

Broke my trust 

Stabbed my heart 

Kill me down to EARTH 

Put me into alien planet 

Tell me I am abnormal to you 

For some reason you tortured me 

You stole my happiness 

I wasn't like this before

But now you made me 

Blackmailing me 

and played with my innocense 

I just hate you and your damn face 

Get lost out of my Life

I don't Need you 

Never & Ever 

I want to Trash you 

Feel like slapping on your face

Feel like screaming on you 

I know it is hard 

Cuz I have loved you from the bottom of my Heart 

But you never trusted me 

You said You are lying 

I said For God sake I am not 

I always ensure you about I love you 

But you didnt even bother to care 

You always wanted what you want 

Should I call Ego 

Only you care about yourself

Never Mine 

Where was the Love 

The first time I ever felt 

Where is it 

Now it is gone

Cuz You break it 

The pain you have given me 

It is floating inside my heart 

I am tired of you 

Man just Get Lost 

Get out of my Mind 

& Soul 

I don't need you 

You don't deserve Me 

You Never loved me 

I have still remembered about the talks 

You did with me 

But seriously I don't find any trusting Them

One thing you told me 

Never trust guys 

Don't be friends 

Now I myself Won't listen to you 

I will listen to my heart and mind !!

I will try to smile 

as other want me 

But the pain is still inside 

And I AM UNLOCKING THE PAIN 

PUTTING INTO WORDS 

BUT THE PROBLEM IS THE PAIN IS STILL LYING IN MY DAMN HEART 

CAN ANYONE HELP ME GETTING AWAY THIS DAMN PAIN 

I CAN'T BEAR IT ANYMORE