It kills me everytime =(

It kills me everytime

Whenever I have to think about it and again 

Wish to kill myself

Let the train overcross me

Feel like stretching my hands and let it take my life 

Feel like my body be apart 

Tears me apart

Let my soul be to GOD

I don't want to live again

I just want to die

I don't want the pain anymore

It will be light 

Let my body into pieces

Let my heart be burried

& 

Let me soul reached to God

Written today (26.03.11)