Just to keep me alive

Just to keep me alive 

I still missing one thing 

That is a smile 

Smile is my name 

Smile is my game 

Sometimes I turn my smile to cry

I don't know why

Still feel I am unsafe

Unsecure

But Whom Should I smile to

I pretend all the time to smile

But in reality 

I keep my mouth shut 

I always trash myself into bullshit 

Some people are on my way

What can I say 

All I do is ignore 

My past 

Which I have never forgotten until now 

I am just a lazy cow

I don't know what sometimes 

I am happy 

Not

Sometimes I am sad 

Correcting I AM ALWAYS SAD 

PRETENDING TO SMILE 

GO HAPPY GIRL AND SO ON 

But that ain't true 

There is more you don't know me

I guess I am just mixture

Still searching myself...

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(31.03.11)