The river

Sitting alone 

floating my thoughts 

It helps when no one other than the river is your helper

Looking at the reflection of the trees 

on the river 

Helps me alot in floating my thoughts 

The pain I realease in the river 

Drown them there

I love to be quiet

No one can see my face with tears 

I just want to be alone in rest of my life 

Only the river is my helper 

As a friend is helping to survive

Sometimes I feel like to swim in it 

Or drown myself in it 

I know it ain't deep enough....

Sadness is my reflection 

like the trees are on this river

Happiness is still awaiting for me 

So I have to have patience 

Inside my heart is burning

But Blue as a color 

means sorrow and miserble

but sometimes it means also 

to trust someone & have honesty...

Sitting Alone 

&

Floating my thoughts with the river...

Written today (08.03.11)