Given up !

Meh har ge apne zindagi se 

Allah par chor diya mehna apne zindagi 

Bus koi samjha meri dard ko 

Koi log ne samaj paaye mujhe :(

Bus galat samjha hai 

Haan aise hota hai life meh 

Lekin had hoge hai 

Life meh itna dard kyun hai ?

I can't take anymore

I give up 

I give up my life

My future is also destroyed

I don't want to live again....

Should I stand fake here 

Pretend to smile here?

Pretend to be someone else?

Pretend to be do something else?

Taang aage hoon meh ..ab Apne zindagi se

Kuch dil nai karta hai 

I know my studies are effecting me...

Bus dua kiya karo 

I know I am full of negative 

Bus dua kiya karo

I know I can't be allright 

Yeh Alaj sirf apne aap ko meh theek kar sakthe I know ...

LEKIN KAB TAK CHALE GAYA YEh?

I can't spend my life on this shit ?

I don't want PAIN ANYMORE.

isnt it better to leave LIFE 

Leave world 

Leave everything like this 

I don't need anything 

Just My death ...

Only ...:/

Pari <3

Dead pari ban ge waqi  :(

Written today (15.03.11)