Again nightmare
I was scared again
Feel to get myself hide somewhere
I don't know who how
But there is someone
He was the man
Who wanted to get me killed
I was hiding even in car I had to bend down
I don't know whom am I hiding for
I used not be scared that much
The man treathened me
That he will shoot me my heart
When I just came out from car
I walked and walked
Then suddenly I remembered myself
As I am in danger
I could hear someone on the trigger
There The bullet went through my back
I felt light pain
But then
I felt downwards
I saw tears in my eyes
I was no longer
But at in hospital
An emergency case
I closed my eyes
I saw nothing but fade into white....
Here I could say I am near to death ...
yeh sach hai ke meh dar the nai hun
But haan kahen dil meh ek khawish
Marne se pehle kuch acha kaam karna chaho ge
Ise tarah log ke help karun ge
Badal meh mujhe kuch ya naa kuch mila
Bus dua hai aap sab log se jahan aap log ho
Khush rehe aur hamesha apne naam rohsan kare
Mehna jo galti ke hai woh kar chu ke hun
Aur dobara nai hoge ....
Lekin usko meh sudar bhe nai sakthe
Its too late
I am in middle of something ....
I have to help people
As A muslim hote bhe yeh kaam hai meri bus ..
I am here for you always
Chahe meh mar bhe ge ...
Then remember me from your memories
I am like invisble shadow to you all
And Intentionally I hurted you guys
Please forgive me
I get too angry so I get too emotional ...
But try to understand me what Pain I am going through
Be in my shoe, you will know what I am talking about
I am not those jo andar se kuch aur bahar se kuch aur
Jo hun meh seeda sadi larki aur moun per kaha de hun
If I have a problem with you, I do clear it
I am not like others who doesnt....
Bus haqeeqat jo hai wohi bata de hun...
Jhoot meh khud nai pasand karte
But jo hai log dil meh aur dimaq meh
Meh ache tarah jaante hun ...
Well Hun toh Meh Pari ..
Sab ke leye Pari ban chu ke hun...
Written today 08.06.11

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