I am already in Hell

Dil toh nai lagda idher rehne ke leye 

Bus kya kare akele tanha hai hum 

Bus yeh tanha hai duniya 

Koi nai chata is meh rehe 

Meh kya socho Apne zindagi 

Kiske ke leye jee re hun 

Akelepan sirf yahan...

Kisko kuch nai farak parh tha hai

Jab kiske zuroorat hote 

Woh hote bhe nai

Ab sirf dil toh karta hai 

Apne dard kahen samundar meh paankh doo 

Yeh dard mujhe aur nai seha sakthe 

Meh yeh booj nai pakre sakthe 

I just can't be anymore

Ab toh lagda hai I have stand my own foot 

I don't need to be dependant on others 

Bus apne zindagi se ise tarah dard ke saath geo 

Aur Akele meh sab kuch kaam karo

I am stupid to help people with their problems

I know in real life sirf sab ego hote hai 

Aise log nai ke woh sab ke care kare 

Sirf Meh hoon aise 

Sab ke care kare 

Had se bhe zayada

Cuz I have forgot to care about me 

&

That is fact 

I have destroyed my life already 

Bohat ke life meh hisa ban ge 

Ab Aur Nai 

I want to run away from this shit 

I want to run away from you 

Just the fucking reality I have 

I want to run away from you and from the bitter truth

Mujhe is chain se bahar nikalo 

Nai rehna jao ge is kamre band kar ke 

I want to get lost from your life and my own life

I just want to be in the other world 

Called WELCOME TO HELL ...

Cuz yeh sab ke bedua lagda hai mujhe 

Koi mujshe khush nai hai ..

Koi bhe nai...

I know I deserve to be in Hell ..

I do....

Islee Alvida kaha re hun ...

Bye 

Tc 

Be happy always

ALLAH HAFIZ 

Written today (08.06.11)