My heart seeks again ...

Why my heart seeks for you again 

I know wonder why I have troubled myself again 

It was raining outside and thundering from my heart 

I don't bear pain from you 

How could you decieve me in these days 

I know this relationship wouldn't work 

I know I have my teddy bear to cuddle with 

It doesn't want to be alone 

Nor I could let it alone 

But I was mistaken 

So much mistaken 

What you have did 

was disloyal and dishonesty

How could be so fake  

How could I be so blind 

I have also a heart that beats 

But not like you that is failed in beating 

Your Heart is fake 

With full of lies feelings 

I didn't know what You have upto Mind 

But I have enough patience in me 

I was waiting for that day to end with you and me

Telling you get lost from my sight 

Letting you go 

Atlast I did 

I did let you go

Even I have a store your appearence in my heart 

The talks the whispers the blows 

Anything delighted I feel happy with you 

But Now it's been too late

I know I am no more seeking in you 

I am not interested in you

You better forget me 

I am not that kinda  girl you timepass with 

I am girl with respect and loyalty 

But you are just a fake mirror

Which I can't see you to be mine....

I know I am so heartless in myself 

I have lost everything 

I have wasted one year for nothing 

And seek in love again 

But No you aint the one I was looking for 

 I have bumped my head into wrong locker

I should have been told not to fall in love again ...

But Too late I don't how In hell I fall in love with you

You are from net 

That is why you are so fake ....

That is why I can't trust you 

Only doubt you

You can't love me 

It's just attraction ...

I didn't love you 

Only attracted by you

But I can't be yours

So better to forget me forever 

Right Now I am in mood of speaking the truth and lightly 

But if you were in front of me 

I might have trash you into garbage right now...

Cuz hurting someone 

Is like killing someone...

Written today (02.08.11)