Sad Soul

Sad soul hai

Bus udaas hoon meh 

I don't know why

Kash mujhe koi samjhe 

Kash yeh duniya mujhe samaj paaye

Lekin kya kahun 

Har roz sab ko kho re hun 

Kya karun 

Dil udaas hai 

Pata nai aaj kyun 

Har roz he hote hun 

Lekin I am kinda girl who hides her Pain 

Just burried in my heart

I just feel I was safe for so long

But I feel to cry every moment 

I don't know why 

Bus dil udaas hai 

Yeh dukhi atma hai yeh

Bus kuch bhe kehdo

Isne rona hai he 

Har roz I hear these voices about me 

I don't know why I care

I feel that I am hurting people

When in real people hurt me

I just feel I want to go out 

Somewhere far away 

From you maybe 

From all of you ..

Just need a break 

Feel the air inside my body 

Feel the coldness 

Feel the rain to run in me

Every drops let it wash my memories

I just want to burry them forever 

I want to drown them into the seashore

I just wish to go to beach 

Where I share my thoughts to it

I feel just safe there

Just with too much crowd people 

I think I am too much disturbing people

Sure Oneday I will leave you and your freedom

I am much sure I will die soon....

Let death pour in me

Just one breath will be gone...

My heart will stop 

I know no one cares about me...

Nor should I ...

Walking out from my life forever....

Written today (18.05.11)