A close death

It happened again 

I feel so scared 

Tears falling 

I didnt know what was it 

It was just a nightmare 

Which I was the one who appeared....

Here is the dream begun 

I was the girl whom I was seeing from my point of view 

I saw couples - making love

It wasn't a ship 

It was a red train 

Not usual train 

But strange it drives automatically

Just like the Magic School Bus

Later on I see a girl sleeping

Who is she I don't know 

What she is doing i don't know

But i could see her as if she is afraid 

She doesn't have any duvet 

It was cold really cold

I could feel her trembling

I didnt want to wake up her

But sounds like as if she was to wake up

She looked so scared

The couples were totally above 

They were making love 

She totally hide herself in a closet 

I wished I could come to her

The guy was about to get something 

Something made him saw the girl 

And he asked who you are

She begged for to stay cuz she was an orphan

But the guy said where did you come?

He has booked this train for his girlfriend

The girl was terrified

The guy said that she can stay 

But only in store room

...

Later I see her the struggling of her life

How she stayed in store room 

Alone not saying a word

Without any word

Later on I see floods 

on the roads 

Suddenly water came inside the train 

It was so raining outside that it had flooded everywhere

The guy took the girl outside 

That she should go away 

The girlfriend was in doubt cuz of his behaviour

The girlfriend knew she saw the girl 

So she and the girl was face to face

They were on the edge of cliff 

Where down you can see the sea

They were in a big arguments 

That the girlfriend threaten her to kill her

But the girlfriend made her fly the sky 

And she sunk down the cliff 

She flew and flew that I heard the splash 

She had difficulty to swim 

I could see her bubles and she slowly sank down 

The sea was her emney 

I saw her sunk down 

The girlfriend was shocked 

She didn't want to this to happen 

But in end she said that who cared 

I saw the girl's struggling 

I saw her 

I couldn't do anything 

Nor to the girl nor to girlfriend 

I knew I was invisble to them 

I wish I could make the girlfriend fall like that 

The train or the guy i didn't knew about them

All i saw the rescuers came and helped to take the dead body 

She was dead 

And I coudn't be there

I stand in and cried 

so much that I knew how is a close death 

She was my friend 

She died in front of me 

I couldn't rescued her...

...

I think this sign was from ALLAH (THE GREATEST OF ALMIGHTY)

Teaching me if i die or kill myself 

How would my parents survive 

How my friends will struggle themselves 

Of curz Someone will cry for me too 

I am sure whether she is

She will be in JANNAT 

Even I know it was just a dream

But it touched me 

Alot ...

My heart was beating alot ...

Written today (17.10.11)